Feel so alone without Mia

I have caring people all around me but I feel so alone without my girl. She always stood by me & took care of me. Together we lived in five different places in two states. She had three jobs before she retired. All of her best buddies crossed the Rainbow Bridge before her. She was the last of the gang. Who will share pretzels & Goldfish crackers with me in the middle of the night? Who will follow me like a shadow? Who will be happy to see me when I come home, even if I just went out to the mailbox? Who will "surf" the back seat in the dog mobile?

I know this will get easier but right now I'm having such a hard time. I wish I could see her one more time. I wish I knew that she's ok. When I have physical pain I can take meds for it. There is nothing that helps ease this pain.