Crying

My heart is breaking. My beloved Mia is in kidney failure and has gotten weaker since we saw the vet on Friday. I know it's time to say goodbye but then she looks at me and I remember the first look when she was 4 months old. How can she not be in my life? What will I do without her?
It's been a tough 10 days. A cousin committed suicide. My mom's best friend was told her cancer was back. My aunt had to have surgery on her colon & they aren't sure what's wrong. And Mia.
Mia has been with me through good & bad. She never judged. She loves me no matter what. I'm typing this as l listen to her breathe. She's all tucked into bed & has had so many goodnight kisses.
I am so lucky! So many people loved her but I'm the one she chose to spend this life with.
The next post is going to be Aaron Freeman's Eulogy from a Physicist. People may not agree with it. It gives me comfort. I may have posted it before.