Feeling rather depressed & sad today. Missing Mia. Feeling like this cancer stuff will never stop. Feeling like I'll never be happy again. Feeling completely overwhelmed.Tension at home and I'm always blamed for everything.
Back to not caring about anything, not excited about anything, nothing to look forward to. Lab results still show lower than normal white cells & lower hemoglobin. Tired all the time. I think the antibiotics are making me tired. Wondering if this is all worth it.
But I have him...
I hate these pity parties. I wonder what happened to the person I used to be. I could always cheer myself up. I seem to have lost that superpower.
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