Prince

I read a comment that said :"2016 is killing my childhood!" That is exactly the feeling!

Prince was high school & MTV. Sugar Walls & Sheila E. And Julia Roberts singing Kiss.

I never meant to cause you any sorrow
I never meant to cause you any pain
I only wanted to one time to see you laughing
I only wanted to see you
Laughing in the purple rain

Cellulitis round 2

Thought I pulled a muscle in my shoulder. Nope. Woke to red arm. Right arm this time. Four hours from Indiana to hospital. Over 5 hours in ER. Long day. 

Clindamycin IV, dilaudid, US of arm to check for clot. Very happy that I was not admitted to hospital! 

This time I had much more pain. It was relentless until the dilaudid. 

Faslodex day

Or as I like to call it Faslodebt! :)

Not too bad today but I felt a bit nauseous later. 

They finally scheduled my May scans: bone & CT to recheck the lung thingies.

I almost did a happy dance when I found out that my regular nurse can access my port that day since I have to have a blood draw. The people in radiology suck at that.

Talked to a social worker about this awful, life sucking depression. 

Laugh out loud funny!

"Watch Monkey Drop Kick Unsuspecting Pedestrian To The Ground" - http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2016/04/10/monkey-drop-kicks-pedestrian_n_9653662.html

I had to put the comments on here because they caused me to start laughing again!

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Billy Graham 

Owner/Auto Broker at CarWise Northwest

Simian equivalent of a drive-by...

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Jack Johnson 

Marmion Academy

Yep I know I am immature since that cracked me up

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Beh Gorie

Sorry.....I can stop laughing. It's too funny.

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William Pennat 

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Ninja monkey....

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Luke Bogash 

Oregon Health & Science University

Marmoset Knock You Out

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Donald Baker

Oh god that's great!

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Tommie Williams 

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Monkeying around.

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