Any readers????

If not I'll end the blog. Blogger has made it difficult to use on mobile. Plus if no one gives a crap I'll just write in my journal. It was for me anyway.

I'll prob make one more post about mental health issues & one on discontinuing treatment then quit.

http://www.thewebelongproject.com/blog/open-letter-mastectomy-patient

All good things are wild

All good things are wild

I saw this at a restaurant. It was the name of a painting. Didn't much like the painting but I did like the words. Would look good with a wildflower tattoo.

Funny!

Cellulitis

So I have another cellulitis infection in my left arm/hand & across my chest. Went to ER. Waited for over an hour to see doctor. Doctor hardly looked at it, didn't listen to my heart or any of the normal stuff. Then they gave me a Keflex and sent me home with a prescription. Strangest ER visit I've ever had. I'm worried about the implant on the right getting infected. I'm so tired of having to explain my entire history every single time. Now I feel stupid for having even gone to ER.

Update

I want to post more but I hate Blogger since there's no update. I'm lazy & haven't changed over to Wordpress yet.

After the Ativan overdose/mental health ward episode I was put on Mirtazapine. It made me feel so much better. Like the grey went away & things were bright again. BUT it also made me feel insanely hungry all the time. I gained over 25# in a little over a month. I had to stop taking it. I can tell when I'm slipping back into depressive thoughts. I have an appt with PCP in April so I'll find out if there's another med that can help me sleep & help with depression but not make me gain weight.

New

March 22nd was surgery day. I had my tissue expanders exchanged for silicone implants. Finally! Been thru a lot with this reconstruction business! Healing nicely so far. I still have some discomfort from the lipo and fat grafting that was done.